and i'm leading it my way.

Sunday, March 20, 2011

it hurt over & over again, but yet nothing seem to matter in e end. no matter hw huge e mistake was, u jus wan him to be right there beside u. i knew i've to but... it's hurting pretty bad... i try my best to give wad i can but come on... this isn't a one-man show stuffs.

bring me back to the start, NOW.
you said you will do it if i say " NOW "

♥ 4:23 PM

Friday, February 11, 2011

I'M DRAINED . . .
Down with flu, cough, body ache, block nose & manly voice...

Over-worked myself for the past few week.
The unbearable aches on my shoulders and neck now slowly climbing over my entire body!
IT'S EXCRUCIATING!

I need a full body massage!

♥ 12:18 AM

Thursday, February 10, 2011

This is where I wanna be this time of the year ( 140211 )!

♥ 2:38 AM

Wednesday, February 09, 2011

Forgetting about us exchanging " I ♥ You " and kisses each time we ended a call, each time we hugged goodbye and each time we looked into the eyes.

You took my breath away but now I need to take a little breather; yet I guess it’s too much to ask.

My heart remains true, yet you took no trust. Letting go, isn’t just about kicking a bucket off the ground. Words of those were never meant to be said. I’ve hurt you bad, yet you never knew about the aches that I’ve felt.

Sometimes I wish I’m not myself anymore.

Texts that were written on the christmas card from me to u;

You’ve fulfilled my fetish, you’ve succeeded with all the impossibilities.
In the eyes of mine, you’re reflected as a love warrior in my mind.
Fought several wars and duels, till you reached this path where I stand.
Then, you held my hands.
With a sudden croak, " It’s finally came to an end ".

Love resembled different stations, I was one of the many station; labeled " AWAITS " till you dropped by…

It’s finally came to an end; and now I pondered, did I mean “ END “ as love or the torment of breakup?

How can I ever forget, these few years of love?
Perhaps, if I’m not me anymore.

♥ 1:34 AM

Friday, January 28, 2011

Sometimes words are not needed.
women are born sensitive, FEEL and ask your heart.
you will know HE DO NOT LOVE you.
it's hard.
to break away from the lies you've made up for him for so long.
but that same pain will smack you right your face and wake you up
And more than often, the truth hurts.

♥ 4:15 PM

Thursday, January 27, 2011

Every decision made shapes ones future.
I thought he's doing good without me, but in reality he's not.
My every smile hides the sadness!

♥ 4:16 PM

Monday, January 24, 2011

Hong Kong trip been postponed due to some reasons.
Next up - China March 2011

♥ 12:31 PM

Monday, January 17, 2011

Reach the crossroad once again!

I'm lost... I don't wish to look back and curse myself for making the wrong decisions in life again. I've seen so much tragedies to become oneself. Haiz, I wish i have clue at what to do.

When will I be done with being just an option?

CUM... I need a wallet badly!

FML~

♥ 12:40 PM

Sunday, January 09, 2011

We all have imperfections.

That’s how love gets in and make they seem jus perfect. They said true love won’t hurt. But if it can’t make us hurt, it’s not love.

Remember: The time you feel lonely is the time you most need to be yourself.

Life’s cruelest irony. Do not waste the life you got. Because if you did, you have mocked people who struggle very hard to live. Perhaps you can never forget pain. But you can learn from it, and let someone heals it. It takes a moment to fall in love but it takes a lifetime to get over it. It’s not about the past; it’s not about the future but rather about what you can do now.

It’s not about who make the mistakes, its about who will fix it and make it right.

♥ 7:26 AM

Friday, December 31, 2010

i wish today will be over in a blink of the eye n let's welcome YR 2011...

♥ 10:29 AM