It's 8.30pm nw. I'm typing this entry with tears. I've been tearing ever since 7.15pm. I can't take it anymore. Days after days, quarrel keep on occurring w/wo reasons. Nagging me about this & tat. I'm your gf & I hv my own staff to bother too! I jus wan to be luv.It's has been long since I've cried so long.. Y is it always like tat. No one knows hw I feel right nw. Went for my blood test today, cost me about 300plus & end result was 80% I hv got THYROID! N might be suffering from heart disease too!
What is THYROID?
Thyroid is a small butterfly shaped gland located directly below the Adam’s apple. This gland swells up accompanied by an inflammatory sensation, when not working properly.
Thyroid is known as the hormone factory of the body, as it manufactures a number of hormones for the body. T3 and T4 are the major hormones amongst them. Among various other things these hormones control the body’s metabolism and energy levels. Body fails to function properly in case of excess or lack of these hormones. While lack of these hormones make the body sluggish and slow an excess of these make the person hyper active sending the body in an overdrive.
Thyroid has to be taken care of properly as it affects the entire body. Damage to thyroid ends up effecting entire body over a period of time. Brain might be effected in terms of memory loss and moodiness, reproductive health, heart, body weight etc are some matters that can occur with thyroid disorders.
Thyroid malfunctioning more often then not leads to heart problems and a number of other problems as well. Often a part of auto immune problems, thyroid can go simultaneously with cholesterol and other problems. Body may experience arthritis type pain which shall diminish as soon as the hormone levels are back to normal.
However certain groups of people are more susceptible to the disease then others. You are also more prone if you have a family history of the autoimmune diseases. In such a case regular checkup of the thyroid gland is highly recommended. Being a victim of thyroid disorder can be a sad story and at times really discouraging. Symptoms can be painful and tend to pull you sown.
Life is FUCKED up. ( I certainly agree with that ) This entry will not be something happy/crappy, but rather it would be kinda emotional.. I used to tot tat everything will be jus wat I wan, yea.. in e past & nt nw.. I don't feel much lively as before, I felt no life. I wanna face it but upon thinking tat, I feel like crying. Y at my age sickness start to attack me like this? I really don't know hw to talk this out to my friends nt even my parents. I wan to live life with happiness & healthy. Tear flowing as i write this entry & i dare to say i'm no longer feeling happy anymore. Not at all. Too many things happen.
♥ 8:34 PM
I am feeling extremely tired today!
As u grow older in life, u find tat ppl around u come n go. My life in HP has been enjoyable becos of a group of fun-loving team mates. Although mostly are guys but overall i still enjoy working with them. When i am bored, i had these people to talk rubbish with.. Last friday is Benjamin last day in HP.. N for the rest of my life, it will be hard to meet him again.. Anyway, woke up at 6.45am this morning, wash up and get ready for today event! Reach east coast around 7.45am.. Uncle was not very happy cause i'm late n i hv yet to find my own station. Sign! I hv no idea this is a lost or a gain for me. Sit down also kanna knock by bicycle! Bleed, Pain, Hurt... ... How i wish bibi was right beside me! Continue with my photo taking till 2pm.. Went back shop, lunch n uncle was laughing at me.
He said, " haiz, don't know wat life u hv ".. & I reply, " saltly life lo "... uncle continue, it's fate lat, from young till nw u keep falling down. Maybe is because your head too big and you leg cannot take the weight! I was like, WTF... ARGH.. Daddy always say tat to me too..
ShiNi getting married SOON! 2 weeks more to go for e dinner. I'm going to be e bride maid too. N i', proud! Wahaha, ShiNi look so pretty in her wedding gown, this make me so fucking feel like marry too. I'm sure my boy will be shock to see this. Bi, i also wanna wear a pretty wedding gown, see my friend looking so blessed n happy, i feel happy for her too. But i'm jealous n wondering when is my turn? lolx, just joking...
♥ 6:25 PM
