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my way
BERLINDA.

Your photo here.

I'm a girl who ONLY love myself.
Oh yes, I love my FAMILY & BABY too, :D

strike out.

I want you
I wanna be rich too

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Friday, December 31, 2010

i wish today will be over in a blink of the eye n let's welcome YR 2011...


♥ 10:29 AM


Thursday, December 30, 2010

lots of things had happened in my life within this short period of time. mth of Dec! share the problems that im facing but i guess something are still better to keep it in the dark.

at last i have learnt to art of keeping myself cool and think when things go outta hand. smiles start to appear from my face and i really need a spice up my own life? ponders and ponders~

work - lots of shit is given to me but then im kinda enjoying these shitty situations. it might sound stupid n weird but, IF I CAN'T CHANGE THEM, I'LL JOIN THEM! seem to be chirpy nowadays, thats so unlike me isnt it? maybe im starting to look at thingy the easy way or maybe i dont give a damn to things happening around me already.

me - self torturing is wad im going through now. the more pain im inherited, the more relieved i feel. or maybe i should be like Silas from the movie Da Vinci Code, self punishment to clean off the sins one is owning.

friends - new sort of people is appearing into my life. i thank u ppl for spending ur precious time. ur companies are something that i appeciated alot. for the moment, i lost hope in my life. it's u, my friends, who brought colors into it. thanks for ur patience and understanding.


♥ 10:31 PM


Sunday, December 26, 2010

Everything is over!
I'm back to my old self~


♥ 10:14 PM


Tuesday, December 21, 2010

a message from ---

when u cry;

if u cries in front of him means that u couldn't take it anymore... if he take ur hand and i'm sure tat u'll stay w him; but if he let go, u couldn't go back to being urself anymore..

u wont cry easily, except in front of e person whom u loves e most & u become weak.

a girl wont cry easily, only when she love u, she put down her ego.

when u cry rite in front of him, when u cry becoz of him, did he look into ur eyes? did he feel e pain & hurt u're feeling? think. which other girl hv cried w pure sincerity in front of him...

u cries nt because u're weak, u cries nt becoz u wan sympathy or pity. u cries bcoz crying silently is no longer possible, e pain, hurt n agony hv bcome too big till a burden to be kept inside.

i'm nt sure if he's brainless or wad, but y don't he think about it. if u cry ur heart out to him & all because of him it's time 4 him to look back on wad u've done,
ONLY HE WILL KNOW THE ANSWER TO IT~


♥ 11:35 PM


Sunday, December 12, 2010

i miss u...

i know tat at time i will nt do wadever u wan me to do...
i know tat at time i disobey u...
i know tat at time i do disrespect u...
i know tat at time i make u angry...
i know tat im always a disgrace to u in front of everyone...
i know tat im always giving u unnecessary problem...
i know tat im bad, evil n not a good ger unlike others...
i know tat i had never been a good ger to u...

these feeling is so hard to describe... how i wish i can tell u how i feel... but, these chance never came at all ever since i left~


♥ 1:56 PM


Saturday, December 11, 2010

Relationship

ive learnt that looks actually count in a relationship but it jus to go beyond that to make relationship grows.

ive learnt that beauty is not in the face; beauty is a light in the heart.

ive learnt that love does not consist in gazing at each other, but in looking together in the same direction.

ive learnt that love is not blind, it sees more not less; but because it sees more, it chooses to see less.

ive learnt that love doesn't make the world go round; love is what makes the ride worthwhile.

ive learnt that u cannot make someone love u. all u can do is be someone who can be loved. the rest is up to them.


♥ 5:41 AM


Wednesday, December 08, 2010

Dream Come True?

Received this message few year back~ How true?

" Sorry for not being able to pacify you sooner when you are angry or upset. In my heart, i will oways be there for you and side u de.. believe me k? i dunno wad to say that will be able to make up to you but juz to tell u tat i reali care and tatz why i do the things i do... pls dun find me 'fan' k?

One day yr dream shall come true...


♥ 1:03 AM