its hard for me to not ponder, whether what she said was true. the past when it happened. and now that its passe. things have definitely changed. somehow, we gave it the benefit of the doubt. but when she highlighted to me few nights ago about those issues. i cant help but realise that treatment was indeed like day and night. no longer important. not even close. perhaps... she was right?
please. prove me wrong..
i noe its confusing. i'm confused too.
♥ 2:24 PM
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
i had this sudden thought today during work. hw my future will be n whether i can make it on my own. there're so many things to pay, so many things to cope and there's the fact that i've gotta shift out of home in a couple of years time to get married. sighs* i do not want to dwindle away precious time playing around like a useless bummer anymore. going to start sch soon n i cant wait for next yr when i can finally start my degree in deisnging. i have so many dreams n wishes but will they actually be able to see light? working at HP has indeed taught me alot; office politics and e whatnots. i know i'll be able to handle it! must build up my confidence! i met a few really nice people recently. i'm super contented with what i have right now. work's good. good friends & him are uber great.
dad came into my room yesterday morning and gave me a peck on my forehead while i was slping