i never get to see the bright sunshine for so many days... it has been pouring continuously.. the weather is so cooling.. simply feel comfortable staying at home with my family... life is something like the weather, quite unpredictable... some people know they are in the wrong path but they just carry on blindly.. always remember to make the right choice to do the right thing.. we have to live our lives according to the choices we make. take things one day at a time and make good choices in life.. people often know how to treasure things only when they lose them, its sad to lose something we treasure. i always so remember, treasure what we have, our health, our friends, our sibling, our body, our love ones, our life, everything around us and live life to the fullest because we never know what will happen tomorrow.. it's always never too old to learn new thing. always have the desire to acquire new knowldege, to know the truth, to know the meaning and purpose of life and be determined to live a purposeful life. i am a person who get influence easily and always lack of determination. till now, im still learning to have some self-control. it might be a step of maturity in my long journey in life...
♥ 11:30 PM
Thursday, December 21, 2006
What's with this man? He's just a simple guy who got me addicted to him. It wasn't at first sight; he swept me off my feet though. I love the way he speak. I love the way he smile. I love the way he looks at me. I enjoy having him around, we have endless conversation and time never seems to be enough. Neither do I want to go home nor hang up the phone if is with him. The more I understand him, the more I'm attracted to him. I think of him when I wake up in the morning. I miss him when I didn't get to see him. I smile when he looks at me. I laugh when he's happy. I cry when he's nasty. My feeling for him grows gradually. It's slow but real. He's affecting every aspect of my life. I want to share beautiful things and experience life with him. I do not know where the future might bring us. I wish and cherish only now.
♥ 5:07 PM
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
I'm trying hard to look on e greener side of e lawn but i know I'm jus pretending to be. You can't lose wad u never had. I should say u won't know wad u had till u experience e feeling of " losing it ". You've heard it a million times throughout ur life. Hv u wish for an instant miracle - e hands of e clock to work backwards?
Since Christmas is coming, & if Santa would grant me 1 wish, it's not tat posh car tat I've always dream of - not tat oh - so - gorgeous-i-had-to-hv-it dress by e window, - nt tat jeans i've been hunting for, not tat bag of cash I'm trying to lay on, not e midnight cheese cake craving...
BUT
it would be...
I DON'T WANNA GROW UP. I WISH I DIDN'T HAD TO GROW UP!
I'd wan to be tat little gal to mum & dad forever. Growing up & all these emotions rollercoaster hv to go. Nobody said growing up was easy but nobody tell me it was THIS HARD!