and i'm leading it my way.

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

I can't deny the fact that i'm getting use to your presence.
It's like a everyday thing now. Though everyday there is a new intensity between us, the thought of what will happen to me if i were to lose you one day is simply excruciating. But i'm letting myself fall... And it's not a secret anymore!

♥ 5:00 PM

Friday, October 24, 2008

You are F. Irresponsible.
Dame it, drawing make me mad! Homework somemore! Draw me 2 bottle w light source on it! I was like WTF!!! I've tons of works plus sch homework plus mummy birthday tomorrow~
BUT HENG ar, today got no lesson till next tues. Sound n Audio Editing... Brain storming on wad to get for my mum.. She already had all she wan so maybe ang bao is e best choice overall. Tomorrow my didi is going taiwan for his army training.. Wooh, again i was like argh... I wan to go taiwan for holiday as well.. Grant me this wish ba...
Self love, because i love myself, love who i am.
And that explain why i always hv different idea/thinking w other n this bring us ended up w quarrel. Sweet moment does occurs but 20 years down the road, will we still be the same? I really do wish, everything will remain this way, Loves.

♥ 4:50 PM

Thursday, October 23, 2008

Someone told me these.. Hw's true it is? Comments pls..

Failure is the mother of all success!

So don't give up when you fail.

Try & try again till you succeed.

At time i do agree but... I realli can't draw!!! I'm sad but abit of angry still i feeling happy learning new stuff.. Blah.. Whatever...

♥ 11:39 PM

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Sometimes things that you know, you just got to feign casualness. But that's the hardest thing to do. To pretend.

Busy. Prepare for school NOW!
Mon, Tues, Wed, Thurs ( 4 days of lesson 7 - 10pm ) Goodness!

Well great, it has been donkey months ago ever since I did my last post here. Whether a not its there any faithful readers around or maybe just so not coincidental to be here, I really have to apologize for the lacking of updates. =)

Anyway, I have been permanently 'shifted' my work in graveyard shift. I know it is relatively stupid as I always know the reason why i reject e post at Mediacorp. As titled, I'm pretty caught up with my current job plus study. Tons of work, follow up, accrual, studies, all these factors are practically driving me up the wall. Unknowingly, I realized that I have not enough time to rest, not enough time for my family & friends. I felt so like a cave-woman. Woot!

♥ 2:07 PM

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

"Face your past without regrets, handle your present with confidence.

Prepare for the future without fear, keep the faith & drop the fear."

♥ 3:20 PM

Friday, October 10, 2008

Was on a phone call w bibi jus nw... Something really moved me to tears. Actually I was having a tiff with him for e past days & I know some ppl might be thinking, there shouldn't be any things wrong with us s for this kind of "situations" now.... But just something is wrong lahh. He's nice enough and tried to make up with me a few times, but i rejected. And I was like damn fucked up. I don't know why but I'm kinda attitude problem you see. Anyway, I didn't plan to elaborate what had happened.

Hahaha, ermmm coz this war is over nw and we seems stronger every after quarrels we had. I swear. I don't know why, but i learnt alot from him. And this makes me believe tat, he had really changed.... TO A BETTER MAN, of course :)

♥ 2:49 PM

Thursday, October 09, 2008

FIND A RICH GUY N GET MARRIED N ALL PROBLEM WILL BE SOLVES!
YES, u r right..
Got any rich man around u can intro? Wahaha, I'm going mad very soon. Well, it's e fact tat half of my life or even 3/4 of my time I'm thinking on hw to earn more money coz i knew i got my parents, my bro & more i need to take care off. Unlike someone lo~ No need to worries de.
I am not sure what prompt you to think that I'm unhappy or whatever shit. I think this is totally absurd unless u're prejudice against me in e first place. Or u're too sanative le ba. True enough, "COMMENT" about no money is nothing wrong isn't it? Well, there is obviously a misunderstanding on the communication channel. Maybe u got my meaning wrong? or when i comment about money u simply buey song! I am jus so tired of earning n earning ended up i see no money. Freak lei, u won't understand de la, coz u r nt e one thinking of job coming in n no money to pay for cost price plus other company payment term tat r up to 90 days. I fully agreed tat compare to poor I'm so much better, but why huh? U compare w e poor? Y u r nt comparing urself w e rich.. Dame it la, in this case u won't be growing de. Must as well say, compare to those hokkien beng they dun even noe english. So u r e best already loh, dun waste money studies better. SIAO~

HENG, i no need to relay on u, arbo i think i will die veri soon. This cannot tat cannot. Wad again? If my memories nv fail u say u'll be e angel up e sky ar? Don't make me LOL pls.. u angel? Then me lei? Wahaha, stop thinking too highly of urself. E true n e face is known by U, URSELF onli.

♥ 4:11 PM

Tuesday, October 07, 2008

Ah Ping is happy because she will be going for a short trip w someone she loves so much. [ guess, guess, guess.. it's bubby la ] after holiday will be our birthday celebration. I've nv host any bbq or chalet b4 n these is my 1st time doing it together w buddy. Haha, I luv shopping. I usually luv to buy things tat I think they are necessary, however, they are useless for me in the end. Blah~~

♥ 2:41 PM

Monday, October 06, 2008

Berlinda Pang
I just want to be me, the very own Berlinda Pang.

One day, buddy & i was thinking of these question, 'If you are given a chance to go back to your past, which period will you choose?' ( You can either go back to your past to correct something wrong or go back to your childhood...etc. ) I answered, There are too many silly mistakes that I need to correct. Once may just not enough for me. Till now, I am still thinking about this question. Maybe there is one period that I would want to go back and correct everything. It's not my mistake. Just that what happened has hurt me deeply. But since i've these few galz staying by my side no matter wad happen wad more I still can ask for? I was satisfied. Share your thoughts with me, will you?

♥ 7:25 PM

Friday, October 03, 2008

Hello! Very free at work today so i'm gonna blog!

Anyway this few days had unhappiness with him... I'm fucking upset and he's an assclown.. But still i forgive him.. Maybe is me, myself having problem which i realli dunno. Pls, remember what you've said and promised and assured me.. I already stepped back at time and give in my part so pls fulfilled yours too. Not trying to say words tat hurt but everytime, things jus came so sudden which i dun even noe hw to react.

Haiz, ok put that aside, he's been really nice to me i must say not after he commit any mistake..

1st time, i finish my accrual so fast.

Reason : Because my boss went oversea. . . YipYip...
Can't take her irrtating voice and the way she talk always ends with the stupid i-don't-know-whats-that-called sound.. And pls, stop thinkin u r very pretty and sexy when in actual fact u r scaring ppl! And worse she think she's somebody to boss! Don't keep nag abt this n that ya.. so annoying!

♥ 3:21 PM

Thursday, October 02, 2008

Pure relationship / friendship comes w no expectations . . .

Counting down to 11 Oct 2008. . .

♥ 2:21 PM