and i'm leading it my way.

Saturday, December 27, 2008

E one who is able to walk through life with me, go through all odds with me, is able to withstand the hardships that life brings to me & most importantly, b faithful to me, understand me & love me ultimately...

♥ 3:49 AM

Thursday, December 25, 2008

MERRY CHRISTMAS ~

Jingle Bell.. Jingle Bell...

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Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Met up with my didi for dinner, shopping and pass auntie a CD. Since ming is back from camp, we shall then discuss abit on my company promo stuff.. I love meeting my didi! Throughout the few hours, he was nagging on everything n anything. About car, company, study, relationship, family members and a lot more.

1st – IMM. Collection on the Christmas gifts for the old folks this coming Sunday and didi got a gift for yipo too.
2nd – Suggested by didi to Pacific Plaza ( I think so ba ) which located just beside DFS. Clever boy bring jiejie up to choose his Christmas present which cost me a BOMB. ( SGD$ 165 for a pair of limited edition Nike shoes. Well, to be frank, he didn’t ask for it.. Jus tat I knew he love it and he didn’t brought any shoes from his previous Taiwan trip. )
3rd – Far East to shop for some gift for my 2 cousin. Didi got each of them a t-shirt which I think it’s COOL. N again, he got himself 2 pcs as well.
4th – Headed to auntie house n settled our dinner over there. Pizza Hut! My bro all time fav.
5th – Home Sweet Home for me but didi meeting his friend at east coast.

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Sunday, December 14, 2008

After a year of hard work.. I decided to take a break..
Forget about financial management..
I'll crash my wallet just for this month!!
There are some of the major damages.. Will upload pic on my damages dame soon! But… present are for all the old folks. Since I only did this once or twice in a year, I will try to do the best I can.

A friend ask me n linda this question. Y r u gals spending so much on this event? If I will u I would rather spend it on my branded stuff.

Answer reply :-
If a thousand dollar can buy me a branded bag n I would be happy, I would rather take this thousand dollars to make a group of old folks happy. I understand this don’t apply to everyone but again u hv no right to stop us from doing this. At else I know what goes around come around.

Busy w all the preparation. But still I enjoy the process…

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Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Yesterday, I did something I wouldn't ever have thought of doing in this entire life of mine. The very second I did it, I regretted it so much. But living in this world, sometimes you gotta do things not because you want to, but because you have to. I had to. I had to say things I didn't want to say, things I didn't even mean. I had to be nasty while my heart was being torn into shreds. Hearing those words, looking at that face. I can't believe how dumb we were to actually quarrel over someone else. It might seem irrelevant to uninvolved parties, but I have absolutely NO CLUE how a certain ppl home can continue rotting themselves like this. And to think I was supposedly described as "be patience"? What this is? Describe it to me, because I DON’T KNOW. If only u can stop e worry n getting FAN over his issues, then tat e onli time I can rest assure as well. Haiz… Why our relationship always hv to be so cool?

Anyway, actions speak louder than words. Hope by giving in or be PATIENCE abit will come to a win win situation.

♥ 12:26 PM

Monday, December 08, 2008

wooh. Spend ¾ of my weekend rushing up my sch work. YES, yours truly finally get more n more interested in de sch work. Feeling so much better now. After all, it had been 2 months since I got myself back to sch again. Well, I must say a big thks to Eunice~ Ur msg brightens up my day.
“ Don’t cry because it’s over, smile because it happened. “

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Thursday, December 04, 2008

Was on e fone w linda n we happen to come to a topic on hw much hard work we've put in n ended up ppl took us for granted. I totally agree w wad she say! Nowadays ppl r so buzidong~ Can't they be more auto abit ma? Must i keep remain u on wad u've done? AUTO ABIT can? Wad's more i can say? I tot i understand u most but i'm wrong...

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Monday, December 01, 2008

Things are bothering me. Kept it with me, all by myself. Already for a period of time and I’m still confuse!
A question was asked n out of nowhere my pain was being brought up.
I learn not to make someone my priority when they're only making me an option. Well, very true. In the first place, I’m not the one who ill-treat “them”. Please make this known to your pig brain ok. I didn’t expect you to treat me or my family members as YOUR priority. Cause I’ve never regard you as one. Yes, we might have a slightly closer relationship before when I am still young. But just because of those old minded thinking and nasty comments, I’m totally dis-hearted! I clearly explain and told u what had happen yet, u only listen to a side stories. Nevertheless, I’ve try my best to make things look better but wad I got in e end? I feel that we will being treat differently but then thanks for all this method of treatment, cause it make me grow n see e real world. Anyway, if “they” wanna hate/angry w me or whatever, so be it. There’s nothing I can do. We shall lead our own life!

Sat: 10am school started till 12noon, following by a hair treatment n headed home. Took a short nap in e noon n decided to settle my dinner at parkway with sis, jiefu n bin for steamboat. Program at night was movie at Cathay! “ QUARANTINE ” Nice show, but very soon a very bad headache strike on me n I nearly puke due to the way they film/shoot e show. Same goes to my sis J

Sun: Rot half of e day at home doing nothing then pop by jurong point awhile n headed home for dinner. DVD till 3am! ( I finally finish e show J )

Woke up at 8.15am these morning waited for my accruals to be send to me but I’ve still yet to received e files!

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