wow, i was looking thru the pics folder.. brought me back many memories in my first days that i known bibi.... but i was sad, i miss alot of my family member at this moment.. i like lose in touch with them already.. miss my ah gong, ah ma and alot more... writing this blog now, my tear feel like dropping.. i dun know why, i use being so close with them but now? how come? i belive this is becuase of my mummy.. but no choice, i would rather had mummy then anyone.. NO, is i wan mummy, ah gong, ah ma and everyone.. ah hao call me, and tell me ah gong heart beat veri fast, and everytime headach.. my heart drop, i'm scare, what should i do? i pray hard, hoping ah gong will be healthy & strong.. nothing will happen to him..
♥ 3:28 PM
Tuesday, November 23, 2004
H0w will I start t0m0rr0w with0ut y0u here? Wh0's heart will guide me while all the answers disappear? Is it t00 late, are y0u t00 far g0ne t0 stay? Best fri3nds f0rever, sh0uld never have t0 g0 away! What will I d0? You kn0w I'm 0nly half with0ut y0u.. H0w will I make it thr0ugh? If 0nly tears c0uld bring y0u back t0 me.. If 0nly l0ve c0uld find a way What I w0uld d0, what I w0uld give if you returned t0 me, s0meday, s0meh0w, s0meway If my tears c0uld bring y0u back t0 me I'd cry y0u an 0cean if y0u'd sail 0n h0me again.. Waves 0f em0ti0n will carry y0u, I kn0w they can.. Just let l0ve guide y0u and y0ur heart will chart the c0urse... S00n y0u'll be drifting int0 the arms 0f y0ur true n0rth! L00k in my eyes, y0u'll see a milli0n tears have g0ne by.. And still they're n0t dry! I'd h0ld y0u cl0se and sh0ut the w0rds I 0nly whispered bef0re F0r 0ne m0re chance, f0r 0ne last glance // There's n0t a thing, that I w0uld n0t endure... Always be loving you, bibi deli... You will always in my mind, your shadow is always by my side.. No matter what happen, you are always the best bibi i ever had......
♥ 10:51 AM
Thursday, November 04, 2004
today had work...reach office the earliest again. it was great seeing my colleuges again. how i wish today is fri... had piles of work to do and never went out for lunch. i was just all set for work lar. gonna meet my bi at 6 so i was out of work at about 530++.. went hm to have dinner with bi but were not really in the mood to eat.. then came back room and the rest. haha.. bi see us like so slack.. everyday also tired one... sianz... i guess today was the worst day of work... alot of things happen and made me upset. Congrates to my ah kor, coz he has already brought a RING and propose to his gf.. and she has agree to married my kor.. i got one da sao lor... so sweet of them.. when is my turn? haha... yupz.. nothing much liao.. so bed time...