and i'm leading it my way.

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Absolutely delighted, elated, thrilled & shocked!

Make a guess.
=D [ going holiday w my buddy n sista + jiefu ] together w my birthday celebration coming~

Anyway, some photos from Jen birthday. Enjoy.

[ Birthday gal = Jenifer ]

[ actions nia, i dun realli like wine~ ]

♥ 4:38 PM

Thursday, September 25, 2008

Jen Birthday Celebration! ( HAPPY 23RD BIRTHDAY )

Gonna be a post full of pictures! We're getting so old already.. Thinking back, we've been knowing each other more than 10 over yrs.. n i'm sure we're still gonna continue e friendship rolling! LOL.

Wed Dinner at JUMBO SEAFOOD

Mini birthday celebration for Jen.. she's sept babiess =) Follow by wine connection & dlb o ( but peili, er, weli n me leave after wine connection at ard 1am ) Waiting for my Ms Leong to provide us w all e pic b4 i can post it up~

- buddy & me, fav of all -

Yip Yip, we're going to celebrate our birthday together @ Aranda Country Club~ Can't wait for tat day to come! We're nov kids. . .

♥ 1:53 PM

Thursday, September 18, 2008

Shouldnt you ppl be more concerned over the nice side of me rather than imposing u're so clever n can done all shit by urself? settle all things by urself? Nasty comments or words tat u think can make me angry on every single thing u ppl can think of? Well, be it! I shall sit and wait to see show. - Holy Shit - Nah don't be too kind is wad i learn for today!

Perhaps u should think more in depth to the peoples' problems rather than just trying to solve things on the surface. <-- and this is wad u r doing all this while.

Alright.I know i have not been vent out my anger for a considerable long length of time. No time to vent it out as well. Been so busy with work and the revision of my stupid theroy test that is brisk walking towards and will finally reach me this coming Monday. Ms Pang, needs a break after everything. So watcha gonna do?

From now on, no matter how winding the roads and challenges, no matter how big storms are, Mr --- will always be protecting Mrs ---. ( hw true it is? bull shit, kpo shit, holy shit, in actual, u r jus like a pcs of shit! )

Some how or rather some parts of me are missing when i wake up at 2am and feel weird being alone. I was thinking the other day that if I ever retired young and rich, I might jolly well operate a cafe near e beach to kill time.

Overall, I still miss those days when i'm treated like a little ger. I'm feeling empty n i've never got this feeling in me before.

♥ 3:57 PM

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Never cry dosen't mean I dont love anymore. It's just that after so long, i've learnt how to control my tears...

linda sent me 1 message today and it sent me into thinking. Thanks for the your words. Really.

" Disappointments are like road humps, they slow you down a bit but you enjoy the smooth journey afterwards. Don't stay on the humps too long, move on. When you feel down because you didn't get what you want, just sit tight and be happy, because God is thinking of something better to do "

♥ 3:43 PM

Monday, September 15, 2008

FNow then i realized.... that sometimes, some things are just now worth doing.

I've expected it; things were gonna turn out this way.

I really don't know if I should continue or just leave it behind.

**************

♥ 9:41 PM

Sunday, September 14, 2008

im utterly exhuasted... seems like i just came back from few hrs of gym, and in fact, i just woke up from 8hrs of sleeeep. haaaa.. WHY SO TIRED?

♥ 1:39 PM

Friday, September 12, 2008

Alright, ive filled my stomach with something and i will stop grumbling. Didnt they say hungry man is a angry man. Haha, so dont make urself angry take your meals regularly. :) Supposingly was out with kelly and co but i cant make it, so i stayed home. OKAY, i must admit i was freaking bored had to squander my time on the net.. click click here, click click there.. & its 11pm now.

Okay, i had a happy week not because i had happy meal everyday, its because less tiffing was coming along. The week was tide over hastily, im abit sad that some of the job i couldn't able to got it but if im working on it, i will be cursing myself for getting those job. duh, im contrdicting. haa.

♥ 11:15 PM

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Nothing much to blog about, shopping spreeee . . i wanted to buy new clothes, new bags, new shoes & etc... lets PARTY soon . :D

♥ 3:10 PM

Tuesday, September 09, 2008

Sneezed! bless me? I had been sneezing since dun noe when.. Maybe 2 days ago? Coz i got a date with the Rain God u see; thus tat day, every where i go.. It rains.. *sNeEzEd*

Its very hard to sleep well with this terrible flu of mine. On top of that, i had sore throat and some fever. I simply feel so weak now. Took some flu medicine hours ago, didnt help much, juz " Stop for hrs, n e sneezed came back AGAIN.... " Of coz i know the weather is bad plus me inside air-con room lo.. Suddenly rain and sudden sunshine.

I cant imagine go work with this terrible flu of mine, doing accruals or planning budgets with my running nose.. but i did it. And it's all becuase of my stupid wonderful boss.

Im sick and Im really sick.. i think i need some rest plus holiday.. anyone game for tat?

♥ 1:52 PM

Saturday, September 06, 2008

A big thanks to Ah Qing for e BIG FEST

Jus came back from JUMBO SEAFOOD @ east coast w ah qing his friend & ah bin bin... Customer treat designer for late dinner... Everything was like so-so only but agreed w bin bin tat e noodle was e best!

Tomorrow will be a busy day for me.. Jie pre-book me for e whole day! She gotta bring me to food feast, buy frying pan, warehouse sales & etc... Our relationship is getting better n better! I should say, we r jus putting effort making up moments that we've lose yrs back.. I luv u jie n plus buddy, gd friend er, ke n many more! Hence, after this wonderful dinner.... I'm feeling abit sleepy nw... Gd nitez!

♥ 12:27 AM

Wednesday, September 03, 2008

Some rdm pic on sat nitez out w buddy~ Sing Sang Song . . . She's like 2nd Jay Zhou & definitely our - Wu Yan De Jie Ju - plus - One Night In Beijing - wooh . . .

U knew i'll be there for u! U're jus like my e other half. Remember no matter wad u'll always hv me n our group of galz to support on ur decision.

When she's singing, I'm boring... Wahaha, photo-taking!

I always enjoy nitez out w u galz . . . When my baby came out, we'll hv more chance to go round sg for nitez viewing..

Ppl sing :-

" stand up for singapore, do e best u can "

I'll sing :-

" stand up for buddy lei, try e best u can "

" reach our for e other man, n there's more ahead "

♥ 11:29 PM

Monday, September 01, 2008

Monday Blues!

Weekends are over :(

Sat: Early in e morning, i received 32 miss call from buddy & 4 miss call from ah bin bin. Indeed it was me tat ask them to wake me up because i slept late previous night. Accompany her to bank, n i suggest we go pray to guan yin ma then headed for our lunch. Enjoy myself whenever i was w her. There isn't anything for me to hide, we can talk about everything n anything. Weather wasn't gd, it was pouring heavily when we reach hm. BBQ n KTV session w buddy was FUN.. My weekends is boring I know, But i dont need it to be exciting & woooWw.. Just want to have it simple with my family, friend or boyfriend. That's all I want now but it always turn differently.

Together watching television programmers, having dinner, taking a stroll nearby, send me to work, calling me to ask if I've eaten, calling me to disturb me, complaining & sharing things with me (all within both of us) Makes me happy! But, none of e above happen!

E more I speak, e lesser people remember? Hence e more mistake i'll made! I wonder if I'm complaining too much a tat ppl ears r already shut I start to dislike the way I am, e way I live my life.Someone please pull me away from this! Somehow I dont like to speak so much nw, too tired to think & to know wat will happen next. I hate guessing game, I dont wan to be involved. . .

Whatever~

Received an sms from someone :-
Behind every successful man, there will be a women; a woman who takes good care of his children, managing his house chores, allowing his husband to focus on his work! Babe, you are one of that kind! Take good care of urself too!
- So sweet - I wish i'm one of these kind but at time i realli think tat we r drifting apart. No longer e 1 u used to noe n no longer e 1 tat shower me w luv. Hw nice it is, if everyone will noe hw to appreciate me.

i miss e days when u r by my sde, when i can see u as n when i like, when i can hug u t0 slp, when e 1st person i see is u when i wake up in e morning.. i miss e times u held my hands when we r out, when u pat me to slp, when u kiss me before asleep n say goodnite, when u hug me tight, when i cried u will jus simply said to me "shar gua dun cry u will always have me by yr side"... i miss e sms tat i used to get frm u even wen its juz a short sms.. most of all, i simply miss e time we used to have it before..

i simply love being pampered n being treated like a princess, who doesn't?

♥ 2:43 PM