and i'm leading it my way.

Monday, March 30, 2009

Saw this some time ago.. and i like it.

Isn't it cute?

Do you agree? To me, life can only be understood backwards, but it must be lived forward.

♥ 3:50 PM

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

do u think tattoo is cool?

wait till you see this... tattoos r no longer e in thing anymore among the youths...

so wats the hype now?...

SKIN CARVING!!!

no longer r e inks impt... basically they will just carve out ur skin~!

i can never ever do that to myself...

♥ 1:33 PM

Monday, March 16, 2009

I want to find a guy:-

who calls me beautiful instead of hot,
who calls me back when i hang up on him,
who will lie under e stairs n listen to my heartbeat,
or will stay awake jus to watch me slp…
wait for e boy who kisses my forehead,
who want to show me off to e world when i'm in sweats,
who hold my hand in front of his friends,
who thinks i'm jus as pretty w/o makeup on.

One who is constantly reminding me of how much he cares n hw lucky he’s to hv ME.
The one who turns to his friends and say, THAT HER…

R u e one?
Answer = NO

♥ 4:25 PM

Sunday, March 15, 2009

Rain rain go away~ Few more hrs & i'm going to attend a wedding dinner!
Wad u think about this?

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

You Are Charming and Eloquent

You are influential and persuasive. You tend to have a lot of power over people.Generally, you use your powers for good. You excel at solving other people's problems.Occasionally, you do get a little selfish and persuade people to do things that are only in your interest.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!

♥ 4:03 PM

Friday, March 13, 2009

So damn bloody pissed off!
I've a sudden urge of cutting my hair NOW. I realize I always love to cut my hair when I'm troubled / unhappy or sad...
Seriously I don’t know what’s wrong w me nowadays. Things just don’t goes well for me.
YES! everything!
REALITY is.... if I make mistakes, I get scolded, get hurt, get pin-point on, get drill into others mind, hv a couple of hiccups here n there. All I need is someone to be there to help me through it but not e way treated like above.

- 10 Facts About Me -

1) Sleeping beauty
( Tired almost every day even with 17 hours of sleep )
2) Bad temper
( Wad u ppl think? Someone comment this on me a lot! )
3) Laugh out loud and my laugher is horrible
( All my friend noe about this )
4) Awfully busy life
( My record is 20hrs working non-stop )
5) Food
( I love to eat. Ha-ha )
6) Homely girl
( Don’t puke when you see this, but I know I am..... )
7) Demanding gf?
( Ask my bf or I should say those tat have been tgt w me b4? Ha-ha 野蛮女友, some may find it cute but some find it SPECIAL )
8) Lots of "hand" actions when I speak
( You know... Ha-ha Madness )
9) Leading my own life
( I’m who I’m. Your approval isn’t needed )
10) Emo
( -_-" )

Min tag me to do this quiz. It's really very difficult. I realize I don’t know myself well. So friends, do you think my "10 facts about me" is what you think of me too?

♥ 10:56 AM

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Surprise . . . Pretty true about me! Wad u think?

Women is emotional, affectionate. She’s capable of tearing down e past in order to rebuild for e future, She has an air of mystery, could he psychic, and she is a living lie detector. It’s best to tell her the truth , no matter what the circumstances. She’ll find out, anyway! She is dynamic, explosive, and has a temper. But she is also exciting and fiercely loyal. Don’t seek a relationship with this woman unless you are strong, willing to make mental – emotional adjustments – and have a genuine respect for members of the opposite sex. She doesn’t want to be patronized.

They wants the facts, wants to know where it’s at, wants to know how much money is in the bank and what the future prospects are. She can lose her temper one minute and resemble a purring kitten the next. She can lead you a dizzying pace. She is physically attractive; she is hard to let go of-and you could become addicted to Her. She can be forceful, dominating; and she also can be stubborn. But above all, she is warm and can make a man so HAPPY that he’ll forget the word “trouble” s even in the dictionary.

♥ 2:21 PM

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

放手了，我累了。
I really need a break from all this shit.

♥ 12:50 PM

Monday, March 09, 2009

life is unpredictable. cherish wad we have in life now. be it matters or people.
I've alr lost mine.

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* R.I.P, you'll always be missed by me *

♥ 4:51 PM

Sunday, March 08, 2009

Sitting by the window, looking at the pouring rain.
It reminds me of hw HE shielded me from e rain everytime we were out shopping or stop over whenever he fetch me w his bike.. I really wondered if our relationship is such fragile. Looking back at e first time we met. The usual hangout. The first conversation we had. How we exchange numbers. The first time HE take care of me when I was sick. I reminisced. What I used to say,
" tears are dropped, memories are left behind "..

♥ 11:51 PM

Friday, March 06, 2009

E first time im doing this after being…. Called? Because it was by my friend. ENJOY!

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
- Preferably before 25 – 26.

2. What I want the most now?
- Win 4D or ToTo since that’s e fastest way to see no. jumping in account. ( but too bad, I nv buy )
- My dad feeling more happier
- Didi enroll into either one of the art school
- More sales for the company
- Stable relationship w my boy ( I wanted it so much )

3. Who is the person you trust most?
- Beside myself, that would be my daddy.

4. Do you think u have enough confidence?
- Eh, 15% more to enough, I would say I need more in certain aspect.

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
- Family trip to Taiwan ( dad n mum wanted to go honeymoon there but no chance L )

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
- I don’t fancy rainbow. Too bad L

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
- All the lovely ppl in my live. No man can live alone.

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
- No, a lifetime is never infinite. Soon we will die eventually.

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
- Usually, e person would confess to me first. ( jus like wad baby does, sweet n lovely )

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged/called you.
- Sweet, quiet & joker

11. What are the requirement that you wish from you’re the other half?
- Trusting and compromising. With these, any other concerns are possible,

12. What would you say if you previous partner ask you again?
- Better by far you should forget and smile than you should remember and be sad.

13. Do you cherish every single of your friendship?
- I do and I hope they do too.

14. Do you believe in God?
- I believe there is a possibility.

15. What do you see in your future?
- Entangle in the complicated society.

16. Do you find it a need for you to have a bf/gf
- It’s nv a need to hv one but a need to hv a particular someone. In fact, it’s jus a bonus.

17. At this point of time, would u rather stay in your comfort zone or try something new?
- Try something new, I dislike a stagnant lifestyle

18. What kind of friend you hope to be in your friend eyes?
- Hmmm, whom I see them as mine.

19. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?
- Haiz, my TEMPER! Stop acting like a princess. Because e society is never like home.

20. What’s your weak point?
- TEMPER lor

Instruction: Tag 3 people in your list. List them out at the end of this post. Notify. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.
Er, Liz, Sharon?

♥ 3:39 PM

Thursday, March 05, 2009

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I seriously have no idea why am i here but since i'm here, i might as well blog about what am i thinking lately yeh. Perhaps that's my purpose but i didn't even know that. Whatever cause I actually don't feel like blogging now but too many things to share, can't help it.
- human w leg but can't walk -
my feel for the time being..

♥ 11:13 AM

Wednesday, March 04, 2009

too much work undone, sometimes they haunt my dreams! :(
when overwhelming becomes the lead, I turn to an escapist!
When the going gets tough, the tough gets going!
" friends will never be there 24/7, but family & spouse will " I never really wish to agree to what you once told me, but now I understand that totally. only people who claps your hand, will there be sound made and they are the only ones who will hold on to your hand to prevent any hope from slipping through your small hands and fingers.
Here u r, e past of me, remember the cheap talks?

Awaiting for my NEW LIFE~

♥ 12:33 PM

Tuesday, March 03, 2009

Awfully busy life. School gonna get busy all the way till next year! Just a mere 1 month and we’re bombarded with :
- Storyboarding
- Audio Editing
- Transformations
- Typography
- Mobile Flash Lite
- I clone Project
- And more……

A good laugh and a long sleep are the two best cures in the doctor’s book! I found my key to change… is to let go of my fear! I’m counting the seconds till you break the silence, so please just break the silence. Can we do all things together? If only I know you’ll make my days better. If I could make things go right again. Best thing about it is we’re not fighting, tell me if things will only get better?

♥ 1:33 PM

Monday, March 02, 2009

When it’s Time to go, it’s Time to go…

All my previous posts may seems funny and interesting, but there are always sadness and pain behind each entry. However, this is what I’ve always reminded myself when posting an entry – “ Choose to remember the good and forget about the bad. “ So you guys should try to practice it too.

♥ 8:17 PM

Sunday, March 01, 2009

What Colour Am I?

Sms send by my friend to me~ the question goes like this:
what color am i, in your eye?

1. white - someone who meant a lot to you
2. blue - someone who is very practical
3. green - someone you think of occasionally
4. yellow - someone you won't forget
5. red - the person u hate
6. orange - some who can be trust as a friend
7. pink - sex partner
8. purple - your love one

got this sms this morning from a green friend of mine! thought it might mean nothing but after u send the reply it mean something to someone!

♥ 2:15 PM