and i'm leading it my way.

Thursday, August 31, 2006

you're pathetic & stop with your illusions! this is wat me & my gals feel about u! hv lunch with linda & etc.. so long never caught up with them le.. hear lots of rubbish from my gals, and was wondering y will there be this kind of fools still living in sg. anyway, don't care, i wasn't affected at all by what he said. all along he was jus 1 idiotic entertainer to me. i won't deny, without certain group of friends, i'll never felt so entertained at all. but god is fair. when i gain something, u lose certain things. and at time, i don't mind losing some useless friends who are gd at playing himself/herself out a fool. i guessed, i still left ke, er, li, linda, min & etc.. ba.. most of all, i still hv dad, mum, sis, bro & hubi with me.. & some idiot if u think i'm left with no pals, i bet u r wrong. coz god is great, he made me realized tat i need to clear away some useless bunch of ppl ( like u, jiaqi & etc.. ) in my life circle & cherish those who are real to me! anyway, i'm a happy gal with happiness filled around me!

♥ 4:16 PM

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

time pass by so fast. often i pause to recall e past but time wait for no-one everyday in life & it's just so plain. didn't know when will i be able to see my future. whenever i see my fellow friends, proceeding onto marriage then etc.. i envy them & often i dream i'm one of them. well, pass few days was bad.. knowing wad kind of person my uncle is. those feeling suck man! every sentence he speaks, i'll kept it at e bottom of my heart. things are not as simple as i've thought.. when time goes by, ppl tends to change..

I WANNA SCREAM OUT LOUD, I GUESS THIS IS STILL LIFE AFTERALL!

haven't been feeling gd still. o-well, life, been realli tired of it outta sudden. he said aunty, uncle & us are materialistic! wtf~ don't help him take foto call materialistric ar? anyway, what goes around come around.. my life nw become so meaningless sometime. i don't know hw much longer i could take it. i jus wanna work hard & set up a gd relationship in family or even my other half. well, tired of explaining. it's hard to make everyone understand everything. i hate to pump up one's confidence. i hate cold wars caused by stupid minor things. i hate ppl assume things tat i'll do but in actual this things didn't even came accoss me. i hate those big mouth bitch like e one up there talking bad about us infront of my grand-parent. fuck her man~

wanting to run away from everything i feel so uncomfortable with. i need a back to lean on and cry my heart out. haiz~ one thing for sure, I HATE USELESS PPL & PPL WHO FUCKING DON'T CHERISH RELATIONSHIP. NO DOUBT FAMILY, FRIENDS OR... I WON'T EVEN BOTHER TO KNOW IF THEY DIE ANOT IN FUTURE!

♥ 5:50 PM

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

it's time for me to FUCK some ass-hole!

at time, i'm realli get iritated by some ppl who luvs to tag using annoymous or talk bad behind ppl back. especially when they say for a favour or say your ugly, pretty, sweet, disgusting or whatsoever. i mean, YES is common. but don't u hv a name? i know u will say: " put name u also donno me wat. " so.. u must let me know who u are exactly right?

TO ANONYMOUS WHO TAGGED:
u really got a nice pair of eyes but sad to say, u don't look as gd when u take full body foto showing your height. bf not handsome at all, u can easily get yourself a much gd looking bf.

1st of all, i did not mention tat i look gd when i took full body photo! tat because i'm short! i don't mind u say this because i admit it myself too. BUT FOR WAT FUCK U PULL IN MY BF & SAY HE'S NOT HANDSOME AT ALL AND ASK ME TO FIND SOMEONE BETTER. wat e hell is wrong with u? handsome anot is up to me. i luv him mean i luv him & it has nothing to do with his body, his face, his hair or his dick.

2nd, i'm not someone who goes by look in seraching a realationship! so what if he's born with a handsome look? don't tell me tat if he's handsome, his dick will be longer or richer? pls la, y don't u ask me to find someone rich, so i can chop his "carrot head"!

3rd, u mean it's wrong to be with someone nt gd looking? Hmm, did e gov says, " ping ah, u can only find someone handsome to be with, if u didn't obey, u'll be kidnap & rape by e most ugliest ET in some universe! "

for godsake, whather my boy is gd looking or not, it's not your fucking biz. below message is for tat "ANNONYMOUS". i'm sure whether r u a gal or guy, pick e 1 whom u think it's U & read it.

if u're a guy & u're handsome, here are something for u...
" YOUR EGO IS AS BIG AS E BOMB IN HIROSHIMA! which fucking turns me OFF! "

if u're a guy & u're not handsome, here's something for u...
" YOU YOURSELF IS NOT HANDSOME ALREADY, wad for u wanna say about other's bf? u think by doing this, u will become? nw, u turned me OFF too! "

if u're a gal & u hv a handsome bf, here are something for u...
" oh, so u hv a handsome bf. congrats to u. need me to organise some party to let e whole world know tat ur bf is drop dead gorgeous? hopefully, ur handsome bf won't find someone more preitter then u. well, u know there's something called retribution in e world right? "

if u're a gal & u do not hv a handsome bf, here are something for u...
" pls la, ur bf already not handsome & u dare to say mine. what's wrong with u man? come, say this infront of me or u can even show me your bf freaking look and let me commens about him! "

YES, i'm angry & ya u made it for making me angry! congrats to u & double congrats to u because you'll be having bad karma for e rest of your life. it's kinda sad u know? oh ya, wad's your surname? ANNONYMOUS LIN? ANNONYMOUS TAN? or wad? your mum giv birth to u naming u ANNONYMOUS huh? WOW... COOL man!

♥ 2:30 PM

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

i didnt know why. i used to leave him & been so far from him after everything, i still make a U-turn. i still love & miss u. i'm jubilant that you've change for the better, totally. shower me with love, care, sweetness, warmth, cute-ness ;) so much that i can think of i never felt... tied up alone angry like crying love was far you're so near to me like before or even more nearer the scent of the flowers you've used to send me.. the warmth that i'd got from your hugs when i go to bed & e morning kiss the moment i blink.. i seriously.. can't live without you Mr. Hubby! dear i love you too i'm so sorry again that i'd hurt you previously lets live like we used to be~ i promise. (=

♥ 4:58 PM

Thursday, August 03, 2006

know what? i was late everyday for work. in order to be a "quite-near-to-perfect" gf, i have up my beauty sleep jus to hv a short conversation with him late at night. in fact, at time, i swear i miss his voice & presence. and i look a thousand time uglier nw coz i am lacking of sleep... ZzzzZzz

talking about friends, i've got many! somehow, there are a few i seriously cherish deep from my heart. no, ain't e time to blog down names now, but it's obvious who are my lovely ones. ok, i feel sad, a little though. some pals whom i cherish a hell lot decided to keep a distant from me when they received e news of me being attached. e opposite sex, obviously. but who care. as long as i hv my mr right beside me will do. my bf is not one petty king from some funny universe. he understand i've uncountable male pals. if he need to get jealous over u guys, i guess he'll be damn busy overnight. oh pls, he's mature enough! anyway, i jus simply luv my darling, all because no-one make me smile like u do :)

♥ 10:47 AM

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

- Pure Unique -

And who says i can't accept a boyfriend when i say i'm egoistic and full of prode type of girl?I know i said i need no man, but that doesn't mean i'll reject someone nice and sweet to me. Ping is onename that makes me unique enough. I don't give a damn to what others gotta say coz my friend luv me for who i am. I'm one happy soul standing right now, contented with my everything.

"Time will be able to prove more than a million thing and it proved me something worth more than anything."

Dear God, may the fucking blues be chased away so soon from me. I tried watching those retarded jokes and etc.. but the feeling still remain the same. What is it that i want and expect but it didn't turn out well enough? Hit me hard. Don't tell me i'm suffering from mood swings due to my menses. If thats the case, pls, pls change my sex into M.. I'm feeling bit better after talking with my boy. I know i can live without anyone in my life except for my family, but Mr Boyfriend is someone i don't wanna miss out in my life.

I NEED NO MEN cuz one's nuff. =)

♥ 10:24 AM