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BERLINDA.

Your photo here.

I'm a girl who ONLY love myself.
Oh yes, I love my FAMILY & BABY too, :D

strike out.

I want you
I wanna be rich too

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Monday, July 12, 2004

Haiz~~ Wake up only, dun know what kind of feeling I have today??? My heart feels so heavy... My entire physical body felt so tired.. Felt as if all my bones are gonna collapsed... & that's the end of me.. Leaving behind only a pack of crushed broken bones... Yupz!!!

Been thinking a lot today since the morning I woke up.. Sat on bibi's bed.. & kept stoning there... Then woke up & get ready to work.. But I was still stoning.. Felt a little frustration in me myself.. Why thinking of a lot of things, not positive things & was frustrated why I can't do things properly.. Why??? Why I jus can't make it the right way?? So much so much WHYs in my head & I jus could not found a way a way to explain... Nothing leads to it..

Thinking abt my parents, my future, my work, my health, my love life.. Haha.. So much so much... Unsure of a lot of things now, dunno what should I do... Tell me, what should I do? Can't differentiate a few things in me too.. Really feel like knowing wad is wad, but I am jus clueless... Simply clueless.. ARGH!!! Maybe I'm too stress out with me work...


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