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BERLINDA.

Your photo here.

I'm a girl who ONLY love myself.
Oh yes, I love my FAMILY & BABY too, :D

strike out.

I want you
I wanna be rich too

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Tuesday, August 03, 2004

Felt so disappointed on some peoples today. Can't imagine that he breech my trust in him. Turning his backs to me . Haiz, blame it on my vanity. All because of a conversation. shakes head OMG!!! You like that? Can some body enlighten me? It's already our 5 month. I thought we had just promise each others that we will not quarrel again? I thought yesterday you just told me you wanted to be my " SHOU HU XIN "? Why can't you just give in to me abit? Sometime, i am only trying to be naughty with you. I just want you to show more care & concern to me cannot mah? Do you know how i feel anot? Whenever you shouted at me, i feel so sad. Even through my tear never flow down from my cheeks, but it's flows down from my heart. It that so difficult to reach your promise? Let me list out some of the messages you send to me that touches my heart & again grain my trust on you....
" Dear u know when u ask hubby not to leave u in ur dream last nite, i wake up wif tears. I blame myself for being so stupid & such an idiot guy. Jus wanna tell what i have done, i realli dun haf the intention of hurting or being unfaithful to u. I blame myself that how come i will hurt a gal who love me so much. "
" I realli hope that u will trust me one last time. Leave all the unhappy things behind & go for our promises & dreams. "
" Pls dun like that. I realli know all the hurt & fault that i half done. Will you forgive me & let me give u all that u wan from ur bf? I will treasure u & cherish u deeply. "
" Can u let me buy u an new helmet? It's a new one & i will make till very beautiful & i will take very gd care of it jus like how i'm going to take care of u & cherish u. "
" Foolish gal, bibi will not leave u. Bibi will want to settle down & lead a simple life with u onli. Okok we both try to change our temper k? "
" My dear gal, hubby miss u too. Everytime do things will think of u suddenly. Very soon we will get our flat & car. We will be able to live together every moment. "
You know whenever we quarrel, i will open up all this messages & read it one by one. I always blame myself for not being a good gf that why make u so unhappy & sad. But sometime is really your fault & u also want to denied until it become my fault. How long can i stand all this? I really love you. I try my best to give u all i can & even your family too. I always ask myself, " DO U WORTH ALL THIS? " Same answer always appear in my mind "YES, WHY NOT." Is all because i love you that why i am willing. Please don't fate away my love for you.


♥ 7:02 PM