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BERLINDA.

Your photo here.

I'm a girl who ONLY love myself.
Oh yes, I love my FAMILY & BABY too, :D

strike out.

I want you
I wanna be rich too

intercom.


alternative exits.

LiEr
Liz
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Thursday, August 19, 2004

I'm sad sad sad~~ & 'm having mixed emotions now... But @ the same time i can't deny i'm getting much more happier then before... The care i use to receive, the love, the concern & the attention that i use to have is getting lesser & lesser each day.. But yet our quarrel is getting more & more offen each time.. I'm so lost so so lost & confused!!! What exactly do i need or do you need.. Well, was pissed off while i was chatting with some of my friends earlier on... She was so disgusting!! Made me really wana puke for that moment... How could she ( gao sua ) someone which already attached? ( kaox ) Born to be a SLUT & BASTARD sia!!! Live like one & die like one... ( Hahaax ) Anyway, didn't really bother me that much though but can't deny it did affect me that tiny little bit.... I'm so so so paranoid.. M i just too sensitive??? Well.... noe i can't fall into the trap of love but yet i'm like happily letting myself falling deeper.....n deeper...... I know if we still counties like this, this relationship will break 1 of this days, but still no 1 choose to talk things out... Everytime when i talk about it, what i get is " Forget about it, dun say anymore ".. What is this!!! You always gave me a feeling that you have already forgive her & there is still a chance for both of you to patch thing up.. Dun ever ask me why like this & dun ever blame me for having this feeling, is all because you had never give me the secure i want.. I'm trying real hard to let you notice my present but seem like everythings has gone to waste... Alright~ Only things i wanna say is, [ IS NOT BECAUSE WE HAVE DIFFERENT THINKING, IS BECAUSE OF YOUR ATTITUDE ]


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