Really can't imagine so much things happen today... All i hope is everything will turn out fine at the end of the day.. First, gastric came back again, so painful!!! Secondly, headache follow behind, very very painful!! But wat's this pain compared to emotional turmoil's... Haiz, looking so listless the whole day, staring blank n still got to handle so many works.. Worst still, push me here and there to handle over so many project, never mind, still ask me to look after the OT.... & ask me to help up with so many engineers... WTF!! To think all this in a more positive way, it's training me become more independent & increase my knowledge... SIAN AR~~ Dun say anymore le.. Out of a sudden just nw, i wish to see someone, a very very close person to me... Even jus by hearing the voice will be enough.. But i didn't dare to call him and say a word.. Afraid any of my actions will worry him & of course scare my tears will drop.. To me, he is always so nice & lovely... Whenever i thought of him, my face always carry the smile that seem to be so sweet... But sometime, i also dun know, i feel so bad & naughty.. Always like to bully and make him angry till he quarrel with me... Anyway, i dun care leh, i like leh, what can you do.. Heehee HeeHeee~~~ Jus dun know how long can i hold on to.. Is this the way to reali stretch me to my limits?? Let the sun shine again, pls!