Today is AH HAO DIDI's Birthday. Wish him a Happy Birthday. May all his wishes came true. Feel so bad, can't buy him the things he want. I'm so useless! But I promise myself, once I have the money, I confirm will buy back for him. Tired Ar~ Tomorrow still have to work again lea. Really don't feel like going lor. "SI BEI SIAN". Didn't rest well over the weekend. Somemore just finish quarrel with hubby. Feel so SAD & UNHAPPY! How I wish he can like the "ZHEN QING" de "XIANG HAI". Dote & give in to his wife so much. Really hope that we will not quarrel again lor. But whenever I see the funny pattern coming out from him, I feel so fucking irritating. Haiz, don't say anymore leh. Even my family member also help him, then say my temper not good & everytime want to find fault on him. Only my mummy help me, all the other are useless bum. Last time I used to write diaries everyday since I was young. Still remember, that time diary was written in book. I do like to reveal my feeling in my dairy, but I still keep some of the secret. In fact, diary should be the most private things for us, but I found thst I still feel insecure to reveal all the secrets in it. When I write my diary, I'll imagine how people think when they read it. But ain't diary shouldn't be read by anyone? I also don't know leh? Sometime i think I'm a planner. I like to plan my time. I'll get frustrated when things do not true out as it is. But there are a lot of things in life that we can't plain or just go out of our plan. Maybe I am just a bad planner or what lor.