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my way
BERLINDA.

Your photo here.

I'm a girl who ONLY love myself.
Oh yes, I love my FAMILY & BABY too, :D

strike out.

I want you
I wanna be rich too

intercom.


alternative exits.

LiEr
Liz
KeKe
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WenXi
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Wednesday, October 20, 2004

From my bed room window, there's no sight of stars at all. Darkness was all i left. Holding on to my handphone, missing my bibi & how i wish right now its time bibi was free. Blasting my radio but theres no song that suits my feeling right now. The tears of mine, they wanted to roll down but they were all sucked. My smiles, each time i though about the happy memories between bi & me, they actually appeared on my face. Felt as if i'm love sicko. But seriouly, i'm missing bi alot right now. Couldn't get myself to slp, so i decided to sit in front of my comp to blog down my thoughts. I dun wanna talk about the fun bi & me had for the past few days, wanna switch to another topic before i end up wiping my tears.
Was actually wondering whats the actual use of friendster. Making new friends & whatsoever? Seriouly, because of friendster, i get to contact with some of my old pals. And of course, also because of friendster, me and bi use to suffered ups & downs. Laughs.
Remember about an online pal who told me she has a gal friend who broke off with guy jus because of friendster. God, this is really unpredictable in life. Was really wondering, what is it that other party did wrongly. Can't figure out what went wrong.
Anyway, right now i'm feeling so bored and just a little lonely. Its a little. Think i'm lying. Sighs. I'm trying to keep myself occupied. I just packed my cupboard, my desk & also i changed my bed sheet. Changing of my bed sheet reminds me that bi will be coming over night at my place soon. Smiles. He's just darn cute. How i wish i could capture that very moment and place it a part of everyday in my life. In fact i'm missing bibi nw again. Sigh. He'll be working today, so he won't be accompany me. Never mind, i'll keep myself occupied. I hope i can....
Was placing my handphone beside the screen. As i heard my message tone, how i wish it was bibi but it turned out to be someone else. Seriously i'm half dead without bi around. Sigh. Bi must be working till very tu lan right nw. Laugh, coz he told me he knna the idiot hand again.


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