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BERLINDA.

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I'm a girl who ONLY love myself.
Oh yes, I love my FAMILY & BABY too, :D

strike out.

I want you
I wanna be rich too

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Saturday, October 09, 2004

Have you ever felt happy one moment and for just 10 seconds less, your happiness broke into sorrows? Ya, i just experienced it a moment ago. When someone told me he will accompany me. Next he told me he's occupied. Forget it, life still have to go on. I shouldn't be selfish afterall.
Suddenly feeling so insecure in life. I always catching myself hiding behind someone's back when others started taking a glance at me. Is it because I'm coward & afraid on how others think about me? the pillar of support in me seems to be drifted further apart from me. How am I gonna pull them all back nearer? This feeling make me sick. How i wish i would jus drop dead one fine day. Fear not, i'm still smiling sweetly.
I'm pretty surprise with the changes in my life. Things seem to changing and ppl treating me differently or is it because on how i treated others. Its rather funny, i actually gave up on how i mind about perfections in life. These days i'm like oh so fine with what fate had given me. This isn't the path i wanted. I knew it very clearly.
Anyway dun question me. I'm too tired to answer & i'm simply selfish to share. I say don't means don't. Dun try ways to ask me too.


♥ 10:16 PM