I finally learnt that life is full of mostly downs than ups. Un-finished, infinity, never ending problems. Whats a mistake? Knowing that one do not like it and you did it or not knowing that one do not like it and you did it? I supposed a human being has infinity likings and dislikings. Who's able to name me all your likings and dislikings in just a day? Be it if you're able to do so, there'll be a new infinity likings and dislikings the next day. Was it me or him full of mistakes or was it just a purely un-intentional mistake? Nobody knows it better than me and he do. As for me, everything i did it wrongly was purely un-intentional, i swear. Below are some quote for my beloved boy:-
" Bi, for every mistake i've done, im remorseful. After all these fight everytime, i wanted so much to do an infinity time better for you. But just that i cant, i failed, i never succeed. I'm really sorry. For what i said in front of your face earlier on sometime, i dont mean a single thing. At time i'm just so pissed off for your attitude. I know words said can never be unsaid. Forgive me, actions speak louder than words. I swear while you're on the process of changing, i will change too... Without you, life will never be as sweet and happening as today. Hope we'll still go through all ups and downs together without giving up. Dont forget we'd been through a lot in order to have today, tomorrow and till the day we leave the world. I love you infinity! Thanks for being part of my life. Dont break my heart again okay? "