well, it's all past lar. no point saying it after all, since it will never be fulfills in my life once again. i used to live life like a deity, but somehow, something pushed me down to hell. maybe i've chosen the wrong route in life. i shouldn't hv plain or set my expectation so high. maybe i guess, i'm born to have a screwed up life. sickness found me & quarrel occurs between us. wad would my life turn into without all my friends, family member & my luv one? i don't know? don't even dare to think hw long i can survive. *where is those luv u once shower?* *those care u once showed me* *those hug u offen gave* & most important of all *those dream we use to hv?* my tear drop when he told me i draw e line clear! I DIDN'T! my heart sunk when he rise his voice. everything jus goes wrongly. i am no longer e berlinda u guy used to know. maybe i am e one changing.. MY LIFE IN MONO RIGHT NW