all i ask for are my health, truth, & family. alright feel tat something else in my life are going missing. is better to blog it out rather than keep it to myself.. i hate darkness and it's the most scary thing in this world. no one is perfect and i know if a person fall sick, is the worst of all.. money can't replace my health, truth nor family! i can't be help but jus to tear every night. wont know when i will recover or will i ever recover. sad is e only words tat show in me... so much in mind jus can't get to slp even if i know i should rest well & not stress up myself. i really don't think i should deserve such thing at my age.. not well, grouchy, irritated, groggy, no mood. i'm tired n there isn't anything for me to blog le.. [ a relationship is between 2, judge only by both and none others ]