Its been quite a few days since i write my blog. Dunno y this few days keep on thinking of wat i have been through with him. It started from the day i was with him n i had to bear with whatever rumors or look tat ppl will give mi when i saw my friends. YES, i choose it, i choose to be with u n to give up my friends. Be it they feel that I'm in the right or i am wrong, but i dun care cos wat i want now is a guy whom can set up a small family with mi and company throughout the rest of my life time. Maybe u think tat its nothing, but for mi its something cos i feel tat i did make my own sacrifice and i dun wan it to go down the drain for nothing and i do treasure his presence.
Thinking or find tat I'll scold him becos he's notti or unreasonable. Like i say, if things tat u dunno or dun understand, I'll try to bear with it n explain, but if he's reasonable then i will not hesitate to ROAR everything out. Everytime after i let go at him, i realli feel bad n hurt, especially when i say those words, tears in me, i feel even more hurt in my heart. Knowing i'm stubborn but still push me to the max and force me to say out all those words. My stubborn r built over the years since i'm young so its a challenge to me to overcome it.
Well, more then happy after blogging.. I rude my own life. Accept me as who I'm n luv me as who. U r the 1st guy, i being so truth n luv so much.. I don't regret doing anything jus to see a smile falling on your face. Good memories are always kept within my mind n i wish those bad one who fated away ASAP. I don't wish to live my life in pain anymore. Missing my daddy & mummy right now.. Tear rolling down with those unexplained; e desires in me is ending soon!