well, i feel so fxxked up nw if only i know what's e reason behind.. i'm living in darkness these days.. yes, if u realize it, i'm starting to drift away from some pals of mine. find them rather fake.. alright, i truly understand no one is perfect in this world. oh ya, friends & family of my surrounding, don't pity for my sickness pls. i know couple of u came telling me be strong, must remember to take medicine & etc... but come on, i don't deserve to face such cruel happening.. no pain, no gain! i gained big lessons n i learnt to be smart enough to handle those tricks tat others gonna surprise me.. remember to whoever including my beloved, don't pity me for anythings coz i never need sympathy!
at times, i'm glad i've him by my side to cheer me up, making me smile & letting me bully like hell.. he has been so sweet & i luv peeping at him whenever he's asleep.. i'm hard to handle in nature, but he change e facts tat i'm like this nw. simply treasure e days with him.. awaiting for our rom, flat, marriage & etc...