e pain is unbearable. but i've no choice but to let go since he hv already make his decision.. soon, i'm going to change my mobile number.. sorry, i've decided to go MIA from some people.. i think i prefer staying alone.. currently, berlinda is suffering from some depression and don't know what bothering me disease..
ppl around us might change, health in me might change, weather might change. but my feeling were still remain unchanged from e very start till end of breath.. i'm still e little gal whom u once know pass age ago. e little hand whom u hold and e little thought & soul whom u make your promise too.. e little one has not been changing all this while.. and all this prove her luv. quarrel after quarrel, sadness after sadness, when will all this end? does it mean by ending this relationship is a relief for both of us? where is e promise till e end of time? where is our dream? where is e last promise u made to e little gal, promise to accompany her for a holiday trip before she made any decision on her sickness.. where are all this... i'm a human being, i had my own feeling as well!! don't treat me like this, i can't take it.. i lose e 2 most important thing of mine on 5th july 2006~
i press your hands against mine relishing the heat, i feel the veins stand proudly across the fleshy canvas, the rush of pounding music, how beautiful to know your blood runs through mine.