<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://draft.blogger.com/navbar/7547106?origin\x3dhttp://redishapple.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>
my way
BERLINDA.

Your photo here.

I'm a girl who ONLY love myself.
Oh yes, I love my FAMILY & BABY too, :D

strike out.

I want you
I wanna be rich too

intercom.


alternative exits.

LiEr
Liz
KeKe
Jaz
WenXi
Joanne
Sharon

my days, not yours.

July 2004
August 2004
September 2004
October 2004
November 2004
December 2004
May 2005
June 2005
September 2005
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
August 2007
October 2007
November 2007
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
July 2010
December 2010
January 2011
February 2011
March 2011


Saturday, July 01, 2006

i'm @ kelly's house, hurting so badly.. head almost got crushed & twisted. can't believe i surivied for e pass 1hr. tat was mad! min was sweet to got me some oil and rub against my head.. for all i know i will be been losing something most important for my whole entire life. jus put down our call.. he was unhappy with wad i say.. well, but i jus don't like to hide my feeling anymore..

- doesn't mean u didn't saw my tear tat mean i am happy.
- doesn't mean u didn't saw me down that mean i am ok..

i am not all this while.. can't u feel tat? soon i'll discard every single thing & let myself hv no turning back anymore.. actually i have been thinking about tat particular person.. & i never regretted for anything up till nw.. but not sure if he appreciated wad i'm doing.. wonderful memories do flow back all e time now and then.. should i asked myself this question, hv he given me enough? all i wan nw is someone who can give me abit more care but i doubt he know wad i am thinking & feeling. fxxk it la! i should know it myself.. i want to learn independent like i use to be!

well, burn my weekend.. but it's alright.. at else i get to noe something true till today. didn't wanna give a call back is gd cause there won't be ending & i belive we will caught into quarrel again.. he made a right choose! hence, i will not made and silly action as well..

someone is killing me now.. seems like i jus wanna keep my mouth shut here.. i hate to feel this way, but all this is being force out by my feeling.. i hv no one to turn & tear too! but expect my gals & blog.. can someone fxxking make me smile again! i'll pay for it.. fxxk la, don't come and provoke me, don't!!


♥ 12:48 AM