time pass by so fast. often i pause to recall e past but time wait for no-one everyday in life & it's just so plain. didn't know when will i be able to see my future. whenever i see my fellow friends, proceeding onto marriage then etc.. i envy them & often i dream i'm one of them. well, pass few days was bad.. knowing wad kind of person my uncle is. those feeling suck man! every sentence he speaks, i'll kept it at e bottom of my heart. things are not as simple as i've thought.. when time goes by, ppl tends to change..
I WANNA SCREAM OUT LOUD, I GUESS THIS IS STILL LIFE AFTERALL!
haven't been feeling gd still. o-well, life, been realli tired of it outta sudden. he said aunty, uncle & us are materialistic! wtf~ don't help him take foto call materialistric ar? anyway, what goes around come around.. my life nw become so meaningless sometime. i don't know hw much longer i could take it. i jus wanna work hard & set up a gd relationship in family or even my other half. well, tired of explaining. it's hard to make everyone understand everything. i hate to pump up one's confidence. i hate cold wars caused by stupid minor things. i hate ppl assume things tat i'll do but in actual this things didn't even came accoss me. i hate those big mouth bitch like e one up there talking bad about us infront of my grand-parent. fuck her man~
wanting to run away from everything i feel so uncomfortable with. i need a back to lean on and cry my heart out. haiz~ one thing for sure, I HATE USELESS PPL & PPL WHO FUCKING DON'T CHERISH RELATIONSHIP. NO DOUBT FAMILY, FRIENDS OR... I WON'T EVEN BOTHER TO KNOW IF THEY DIE ANOT IN FUTURE!