I'm trying hard to look on e greener side of e lawn but i know I'm jus pretending to be. You can't lose wad u never had. I should say u won't know wad u had till u experience e feeling of " losing it ". You've heard it a million times throughout ur life. Hv u wish for an instant miracle - e hands of e clock to work backwards?
Since Christmas is coming, & if Santa would grant me 1 wish, it's not tat posh car tat I've always dream of - not tat oh - so - gorgeous-i-had-to-hv-it dress by e window, - nt tat jeans i've been hunting for, not tat bag of cash I'm trying to lay on, not e midnight cheese cake craving...
BUT
it would be...
I DON'T WANNA GROW UP. I WISH I DIDN'T HAD TO GROW UP!
I'd wan to be tat little gal to mum & dad forever. Growing up & all these emotions rollercoaster hv to go. Nobody said growing up was easy but nobody tell me it was THIS HARD!