Action speak louder than words but believe me, action can be deceiving too. To think i still thought he's true & he really change. Yet it was all lies.. He goes all e way to touch yr heart but actually it was all nothing but just a show.. To let me trust him so much & i was actually silly enough to think it was me who's temper or whatever in fact he is the winner in this game because he treat this as a game from the very start. Totally no trust in me?
I was damn disappointed in him. Totally speechless & my mind was blank when i heard wad he say to me all this while & his actions.. I suddenly feel that he was really horrible beyond words ( chicken, cb & etc.. )
I know no matter what decision i make, i'll still be e one who get all the hurt. Im just being protective towards myself. Thus i decide to end all connection.... At time i still think of the days & moment we've spent. I thought i could keep all the sweet memories and cherish it but nw i feel that it's was pointless to think of it. Somehow i feel rather nothing at all. I blame him for every words he spoke but i don't hate him. Because i believe what comes around goes around. Perhaps this is all fate ... ...