i had this sudden thought today during work. hw my future will be n whether i can make it on my own. there're so many things to pay, so many things to cope and there's the fact that i've gotta shift out of home in a couple of years time to get married. sighs* i do not want to dwindle away precious time playing around like a useless bummer anymore. going to start sch soon n i cant wait for next yr when i can finally start my degree in deisnging. i have so many dreams n wishes but will they actually be able to see light? working at HP has indeed taught me alot; office politics and e whatnots. i know i'll be able to handle it! must build up my confidence! i met a few really nice people recently. i'm super contented with what i have right now. work's good. good friends & him are uber great.
dad came into my room yesterday morning and gave me a peck on my forehead while i was slping