wat has ur this ppl got to do w my life's decision-making? [ NIL ]
hw can each n everyone of them demand, persists n forcefully denounce on e mission to embark~
wat right do all these folks hv in trying to build my road for me? i choose my own journey, my own decisions, my own fate n that is part and parcel of e freedom of choice in my democratic life - don't mangle with it pls. sometimes its so wrongfully obliging or listen to them n that isn't e way it works? they dun listen, they dun see, they dun feel any of the way my heart is beating n they dun bother... like shakespeare's novels, they try so hard to make my life bitter.
decisions on doing something, choosing to fulfill my life, choosing e programmes n little itsy-bits of actions i wish to perform, all lies in my hands - wat right do they hv? e olds - ideally they try so hard, defame, talk big n demote me into a status none-so-glamourous. they'll embark on e course of issuing remarks tat only makes them ugly in my eyes... e words used, e talk bad was heard n it plurges me of any respect i have for them - their words shooting straight at e core of my heart, hurting. do they even respect n acknowledge my feelings n emotions?
absolutely loathe! don't teach me, nor drill me on hw to seek happiness... becoz happiness to is about giving n loving so much so hard is giving in its own rights. i'll never place my eyes on things i am not fond of. nor does anyone - as mighty n big n powerful their words n "cliche" advices are, can shift n alter my will.