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Monday, September 01, 2008

Monday Blues!

Weekends are over :(

Sat: Early in e morning, i received 32 miss call from buddy & 4 miss call from ah bin bin. Indeed it was me tat ask them to wake me up because i slept late previous night. Accompany her to bank, n i suggest we go pray to guan yin ma then headed for our lunch. Enjoy myself whenever i was w her. There isn't anything for me to hide, we can talk about everything n anything. Weather wasn't gd, it was pouring heavily when we reach hm. BBQ n KTV session w buddy was FUN.. My weekends is boring I know, But i dont need it to be exciting & woooWw.. Just want to have it simple with my family, friend or boyfriend. That's all I want now but it always turn differently.

Together watching television programmers, having dinner, taking a stroll nearby, send me to work, calling me to ask if I've eaten, calling me to disturb me, complaining & sharing things with me (all within both of us) Makes me happy! But, none of e above happen!

E more I speak, e lesser people remember? Hence e more mistake i'll made! I wonder if I'm complaining too much a tat ppl ears r already shut I start to dislike the way I am, e way I live my life.Someone please pull me away from this! Somehow I dont like to speak so much nw, too tired to think & to know wat will happen next. I hate guessing game, I dont wan to be involved. . .

Whatever~

Received an sms from someone :-
Behind every successful man, there will be a women; a woman who takes good care of his children, managing his house chores, allowing his husband to focus on his work! Babe, you are one of that kind! Take good care of urself too!
- So sweet - I wish i'm one of these kind but at time i realli think tat we r drifting apart. No longer e 1 u used to noe n no longer e 1 tat shower me w luv. Hw nice it is, if everyone will noe hw to appreciate me.

i miss e days when u r by my sde, when i can see u as n when i like, when i can hug u t0 slp, when e 1st person i see is u when i wake up in e morning.. i miss e times u held my hands when we r out, when u pat me to slp, when u kiss me before asleep n say goodnite, when u hug me tight, when i cried u will jus simply said to me "shar gua dun cry u will always have me by yr side"... i miss e sms tat i used to get frm u even wen its juz a short sms.. most of all, i simply miss e time we used to have it before..

i simply love being pampered n being treated like a princess, who doesn't?

♥ 2:43 PM