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my way
BERLINDA.

Your photo here.

I'm a girl who ONLY love myself.
Oh yes, I love my FAMILY & BABY too, :D

strike out.

I want you
I wanna be rich too

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Tuesday, November 25, 2008

I'm on my own! No one can hear my screams inside my deadly heart but I'm screaming my lungs out for it will be my last scream!

I don't know how I spent my days. Every day was work, work, work, school, school and work. That's basically my life's about recently. Time to stop this lifestyle. I’ve to find more sales n job in order hold myself and my family up. With money, at least i won't be so bored yea.

It's late night and I'm yet to sleep. Well, always appears to be in the late night. My mind is full of him. ♥ Thinking how can I improve in being a good gf as he always claimed or hint I'm not. I don't know why but I'm trying to understand. Have so many things in mind. Regardless of job, friends, relationship.. etc.. I think I'm bad at handling stuffs n sometimes I just feel like throwing everything aside just don't bother.

Recently, I've hurt someone and myself as well. However, on the way home, many thoughts came through my mind. Life is so short, don't regrets w wad u’ve done. It's you tat made this decision and makes it extraordinary. No matter wad happen in the end, I lead my own life. Never in your precious life listen to others and let them choose e way of life. Don't know what I'm talking about but just having this kind of feelings struggling inside me.


♥ 3:14 PM