Yesterday, I did something I wouldn't ever have thought of doing in this entire life of mine. The very second I did it, I regretted it so much. But living in this world, sometimes you gotta do things not because you want to, but because you have to. I had to. I had to say things I didn't want to say, things I didn't even mean. I had to be nasty while my heart was being torn into shreds. Hearing those words, looking at that face. I can't believe how dumb we were to actually quarrel over someone else. It might seem irrelevant to uninvolved parties, but I have absolutely NO CLUE how a certain ppl home can continue rotting themselves like this. And to think I was supposedly described as "be patience"? What this is? Describe it to me, because I DON’T KNOW. If only u can stop e worry n getting FAN over his issues, then tat e onli time I can rest assure as well. Haiz… Why our relationship always hv to be so cool?
Anyway, actions speak louder than words. Hope by giving in or be PATIENCE abit will come to a win win situation.