RECENTLY...
I've been giving myself lots of excuses to avoid problem hitting on me...
Every now n then, I'll tell my friends, parents or etc. . .
" I think I still need time on this, I think I still need to focus on that, I think I'm short of this, Hmmmm... I think I still got one last thing have yet to be done.. “
These are all excuses I know!! ( max, thks for ur listening ear )
I'm getting real paranoid over all the problem I face! Be it at home, outside or at work?
Mum just insist on her ways of doing things. N she’s really out of my hand/control.
Her debts, house bills, own settlement ( insurance, bills n etc… ), my baby loan n expenses, saving for didi study & WORSE still, support her whenever she finish her monthly pay.
4D, Toto n where e hell she spend her money? I’ve no idea.
New year coming n I am home alone w all the house work, cleaning n etc… Not complaining, didi in camp, sis got own house to maintain n I am e only one left.
♥ 2:24 PM