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my way
BERLINDA.

Your photo here.

I'm a girl who ONLY love myself.
Oh yes, I love my FAMILY & BABY too, :D

strike out.

I want you
I wanna be rich too

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Saturday, February 28, 2009

recently, erm... how should I phrase it?

Do I still love?
Yes, but I’m getting weaker, the more I ask the more answers I got the more disappointing I’m getting in the relationship. I’m simply too jealous & tired! I hope I wasn't like this all the time but things just keep getting back to me.

Do I still care?
Yes, but how much am I allow to care?

Where is my limit?
I don't want to find out yet I don't want to know so soon.

Are you thinking of ending it?
Yes, occasionally. Whenever, I lost confidence in myself!

Are you happy to be together?
Extremely!

Do you think he love you as much as you love him?
I don't have a certain answer. Even though he said he do but is that because of some other factors that make him love me now and not forever.

Are you ready for the change?
NO. I don't want to change... to the worst!

Do you want to know the truth?
Maybe.... Yes I want to know. But I scare I’ll tie more end knots that will present in me and in this relationship.

Will you accept the truth?
I won't know what is the truth! Can I choose to believe what I was told is real?

Do you think u are noob / newbie
I’m in a mature relationship like this. I couldn't differentiate at all!

Do you still want to be his side?
Maybe. I’m not sure! I don't know when is the right time to leave? Or should I ever think about it at all? Yes I want to be with him only if he’s e one for my rest of life!


♥ 11:11 PM