Sorry I haven’t been updating religiously! I think I lost the momentum to blog, Ha-ha! Wait till I find it and pics will be up, promise! (: So............. lately my life's been kind of hectic. A little bit of a rollercoaster ride, maybe. I finally found the courage to mend or face all problem, just a few weeks ago before I ask dad on how life going on for the past years, his reply SHOCK me up-side-down! Thank God that I’ve you once my daddy! Bcos dissolving tat kind of barrier or matters bet it’s really meant a lot to him. I cried my heart out whenever he remind me with his words, it really hurt me to know he had to go thru so much. I've been talking to people and thinking just as much, about how unpredictable and fragile life is. And I never could come up with a conclusion. Is it worth working damn hard for a future now, when you're not even sure you're guaranteed one? What if you die tomorrow but all yr life, you've never had fun or lived a life proper? How'd you define proper then? Anyway, I’m a lot better these days. My emotions aren’t pulling me apart anymore and that’s good. Alright, I’ll update again soon, a lively post k! Later (: