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my way
BERLINDA.

Your photo here.

I'm a girl who ONLY love myself.
Oh yes, I love my FAMILY & BABY too, :D

strike out.

I want you
I wanna be rich too

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Friday, June 05, 2009

I stared blankly at nothing for the longest time I ever did. I don’t know how to react and what to do next. I just realized, it took 3 sentences to end something once so beautiful.

I guess I could only write, cause arguing with you hurt me bad and kill my brain cell. Smiles turned into signs, hug turned cold, you make me feel so small and invisible. I am too weak for you. Maybe I don’t even know what is it that I want, my heart screaming, but my mind wants to let you go.

I’ll smile in the end, cause I feel tired, real hard to make it work.

At that moment, no words were needed…

Jason comment:

There’s pain/hope in your eyes reading
“ I’m waiting for e day to come “ . . .


♥ 12:43 PM