lots of things had happened in my life within this short period of time. mth of Dec! share the problems that im facing but i guess something are still better to keep it in the dark.
at last i have learnt to art of keeping myself cool and think when things go outta hand. smiles start to appear from my face and i really need a spice up my own life? ponders and ponders~
work - lots of shit is given to me but then im kinda enjoying these shitty situations. it might sound stupid n weird but, IF I CAN'T CHANGE THEM, I'LL JOIN THEM! seem to be chirpy nowadays, thats so unlike me isnt it? maybe im starting to look at thingy the easy way or maybe i dont give a damn to things happening around me already.
me - self torturing is wad im going through now. the more pain im inherited, the more relieved i feel. or maybe i should be like Silas from the movie Da Vinci Code, self punishment to clean off the sins one is owning.
friends - new sort of people is appearing into my life. i thank u ppl for spending ur precious time. ur companies are something that i appeciated alot. for the moment, i lost hope in my life. it's u, my friends, who brought colors into it. thanks for ur patience and understanding.